Son, I understand the depth of your pain. I understand you say you no longer have motivation for living and you want me to bring you home. I want you to know and be assured you will have the motivation to live again. There has been an assignment against your life because you are such a threat to the kingdom of darkness. I have cancelled it through one of my prayer warriors. If I did not have a good ending for your life, I would bring you home to me. It is hard to see the good in your situation right now. Do you remember when Elijah felt like you feel? He wanted me to take him home as well. He thought he was the only prophet in the land. There were 7,000 of my prophets there but he did not know. There are things you do not know about your situation too. I am working in the midst of all of it. Take it one day at a time. My grace WILL see you through. The end WILL be better than the present. Would you trust me?
He brought me up out of a horriblepit, out of the miry clay. He set my feet on a rock, and gave me a firm place to stand. Ps 40:2
